Author: Susannah Cahalan
Publication date: 2012
The brain is a monstrous, beautiful mess. -- William F. Allman
Susannah Cahalan is a young reporter at the New York Post when she begins to have episodes of paranoia followed by seizures. The author attacks the telling of her story the way an investigative reporter would do so: reading her medical history, watching hospital footage, interviewing those around her including her medical team. These are things she must do if she is to piece together the weeks of her illness as she has little memory of her own to fall back on.
Brain on Fire: My Month of Madness recounts Cahalan's descent into madness moving from an independent functioning professional to a woman who can't be left alone to retrieve a cup of coffee. During her illness, she is surrounded by her divorced parents, their respective spouses, her own boyfriend and a host of friends.
Having no prior history of mental health problems nor a history of seizures, Cahalan's medical team grows and grows as her parents struggle to find answers unwilling to accept the first diagnosis: that their daughter is a fall-down drunk (which she isn't). The fact that her mother and stepfather are big fans of the show House, M.D. is not lost on Susannah in the telling of her story. Those familiar with the show will see similarities. When the doctor begins to explore autoimmune diseases as a cause, I found myself thinking "it's not lupus!" just as Hugh Laurie always did on House. (It's not, by the way.)
Despite the medical jargon, the author tells her story in a manner that is easy to follow. I read the book in two days and found it very compelling.
When neurons begin to play nonstop, out of tune, and all at once because of disease, trauma, tumor, lack of sleep, or even alcohol withdrawal, the cacophonous result can be a seizure.The message within the telling of the story is the importance of the caregivers and the support team. To her credit, Cahalan delves into this component of her story wondering how many patients are misdiagnosed and institutionalized every year. She recognizes her parents' influence on her care and even touches on the total cost of her care.
Three stars